Photograph by Daria Sannikova

A strand of ice blue hair
Pale grey eyes
These are the vestiges of you

We stand on the shoreline
Her tiny fists balled in mine
Her forehead furrowed

Across the water
Above the debris of the bridge
We once met in the middle

Salt water at the edge of her toe
I snatch her up
Suckle her toe until the swelling stops

That too is yours
The toxicity of water
The toxicity of me

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The single blue vein across her torso
A hunter’s stance
These are the vestiges of you

She leaps along the shoreline
Her feet playing life and death
Water droplets burning her flesh

Beyond the shattered concrete
The red fading, the bridge sinking
Your cities rise, blue jagged into the sky

She runs in lines, children training to fight
She is shoved, pushed
Her loyalties tested, her pale grey eyes fierce

That too is yours
The premonition of death
The premonition of enslavement

Haunting dreams, voiceless whispers
A dragon’s sight, a bat’s ears
These are the vestiges of you

She stands knee deep amid the waves
Her body a woven field of tolerance 
Fresh scars heal as she steps

The echoes of greed grow day by day
A shielded walkway begins its stretch
Cold blue limbs prepare to surge

She leads the crews day and night
Stone by stone, around our isle, 
A moated fortress, she builds

That too is yours
The drive to fight 
The drive to conquer

Unshakable vision, sharp and fearless
A warrior’s back, a lover’s touch
These are the vestiges of me

For seven years and a night
She has stood along these shorelines
Her battalions have bled to shield these walls

With a swiftness you failed to foresee
She has sent your shielded walkway
Crumbling back into the sea

Pebble by pebble our villages expand
Our isle of ravaged refugees 
Scattered, made whole, made a nation

These are mine
The will to survive
The will to thrive.

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Z.M. Quỳnh
Zora Mai Quỳnh is a genderqueer Vietnamese writer whose short stories, poems, and essays can be found in The SEA Is Ours, Genius Loci: The Spirit of Place, POC Destroy Science Fiction, Luminescent Threads: Connections to Octavia Butler, Strange Horizons, and Terraform. Visit her: zmquynh.com.